Afterwards… (Another ashram post)

Okay — it’s clear enough from the comments and feedback I received from folks visiting the Penukonda ashram that those of you who wander this way via various links, recommendations, and Google come not for my political commentary or tech reviews, but instead to read more about what life is like here.  (On the other hand, I’ve noticed a definite but not exclusive progressive-left tilt among the people I run into…)

Let me start by saying that this past Shiva Rathri program was big.  Really big.  In fact, I’m told there were more visiting students than ever before.  The place was jammed packed, and it was a darned good thing the new northwest apartment building (the SriSai Mahal) had all its rooms completed.  (Mind, there is still some work yet to do to finish outfitting the last of the apartments, and the decorative work isn’t quite done.  Plus I think they’re planning on another coat of paint.)

More after the break… Continue reading

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Appalling hypocrisy

Bush says if younger, he would work in Afghanistan | Politics | Reuters
By Tabassum Zakaria WASHINGTON (Reuters) – U.S. President George W. Bush got an earful on Thursday about problems and progress in Afghanistan where a war has dragged on for more than six years but been largely eclipsed by Iraq.

In a videoconference, Bush heard from U.S. military and civilian personnel about the challenges ranging from fighting local government and police corruption to persuading farmers to abandon a lucrative poppy drug trade for other crops. Bush heard tales of all-night tea drinking sessions to coax local residents into cooperating, and of tribesmen crossing mountains to attend government meetings seen as building blocks for the country’s democracy-in-the-making.

"I must say, I’m a little envious," Bush said. "If I were slightly younger and not employed here, I think it would be a fantastic experience to be on the front lines of helping this young democracy succeed."

"It must be exciting for you … in some ways romantic, in some ways, you know, confronting danger. You’re really making history, and thanks," Bush said.

I had to pick my jaw up off the floor after reading this, before I could muster the umbrage to compose a coherent response.

Being sent off to fight a war in a far off land, and then forgotten by your own C-in-C because he’s jonesin’ to attack a different country instead, for reasons that reek of Oedipal compensation… 

Hell, war is the opposite of ‘romantic’.  It’s hell.  Pure bloody, violent hell, and confronting danger, as demonstrated how Mr. Bush has conducted his entire life, is antithetical to his entire character.  He is a bullying coward, ever happy to have others fight his wars and pay for his mistakes.

Moreover, he HAD his chance to confront danger.  Instead he had his daddy pull strings to land an undeserved billet in the Texas Air National Guard, where a barely competent young Georgie spent his early adult years defending Texas from…well, nothing, and getting in trouble with booze and coke.  Then, when he decided he had other priorities, he skipped out on his Reserve duty, going AWOL — and having the records cleaned up after the fact.  (Nevermind the DUI arrest…)

What is it, Mr. Bush?  Are you envious because you joined TANG (via your father’s political connections) instead of signing up for GROPO duty in ‘Nam?  Or is it because you sent in those forms asking NOT to get sent there?  Or perhaps because you know you could’ve upped from Reserve to Active, but instead simply decided to bail on your required service and run off to get yourself an alumni legacy C-Plus MBA from Yale?

Are you envious of those who actually have had the courage to go towards the danger, rather than running from it?  Do you find yourself daydreaming about the ‘romance’ of having the moral conviction and character necessary to do one’s sworn duty, because you yourself ran from every responsibility, every duty and have never had a thought for anybody but your useless self?

It shouldn’t be ‘envy’ and ‘romance’, but guilt and shame he’s feeling…but I honestly don’t think he’s capable of those latter emotions, because those would require character, empathy, and simple human decency.  It would require a sense of right and wrong.  Unfortunately, he’s mistakenly conflated "whatever Dubya wants" with "god-like good"…and there’s just no talking someone like that out of their pathological sociopathic narcissistic megalomania.

Mr. Bush’s comments are just about the most specious, hypocritical and craven things ever to fall from the mouth of a man who first learned to teethe on a gold-plated spoon.  Disgusting.

/rant-off.

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Interesting…

It’s happened a few times before, but this program was the first time I’ve had a lot of Shiva Rathri ashram visitors come up to me and say they first really got to know the place through my blog posts.

I promise to try to put up more of those in the coming days, including some thoughts about this year’s program.

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War crime evidence

Bush to veto waterboarding ban – Security- msnbc.com
March 7, 2008 WASHINGTON – The White House said President Bush will veto legislation on Saturday that would have barred the CIA from using waterboarding — a technique that simulates drowning — and other harsh interrogation methods on terror suspects.

For some future version of the Hague trials, this veto can and likely would be entered into evidence as proof that George W Bush authorized the torture of prisoners in US custody.

Making someone feel they are drowning, exposing them to extremes of temperature, sleep deprivation, and ‘stress positions’ have all been outlawed by the Bill of Rights, the Geneva Conventions, and other treaties banning torture.  You don’t get to torture prisoners just by saying that what you’re doing isn’t torture.

With this veto, Bush publicly affirms he’s in favor of torturing prisoners.  Period.

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A step in the right direction, IMHO

Pub bans ‘Danny Boy’ – msnbc.com
ET March 5, 2008 NEW YORK – It’s depressing. It’s not usually sung in Ireland for St. Patrick’s Day. And its lyrics were written by an Englishman who never set foot on Irish soil.

Those are just some of the reasons a Manhattan pub has given for banning the song "Danny Boy" for the entire month of March.

"It’s overplayed, it’s been ranked among the 25 most depressing songs of all time, and it’s more appropriate for a funeral than for a St. Patrick’s Day celebration," says Shaun Clancy, who owns Foley’s Pub and Restaurant, just off Fifth Avenue opposite the Empire State Building.

As one of rather strong Irish descent, I couldn’t agree more.  The song’s become a frackin’ cliché.  Here’s a much better Irish folk song:

The Hills of Connemara

Chorus:        Gather up the pots and the old tin can,
        the mash, the corn, the barley and the bran
        Run like the devil from the Excise Man
        Keep the smoke from rising, Barney
Verse 1:    Keep your eyes well peeled today,
        The Excise Men are on their way
        Searching for the mountain tay
        In the Hills of Connemara
Chorus:    
Verse 2:    Swing to the left and swing to the right
        The Excise Men will dance all night
        Drinking up the tay till the broad daylight
        In the Hills of Connemara
Chorus:
Verse 3:    A gallon for the butcher, a quart for Tom
        A bottle for poor old Father Tom
        To help the poor old dear along
        In the Hills of Connemara
Chorus:
Verse 4:    Stand your ground, it is too late
        The Excise Men are at the gate
        Glory be to Paddy, but they’re drinking it nate
        In the Hills of Connemara

Now if we could just get a total year-round ban on anyone, anywhere playing "Amazing Grace" on the bagpipe…

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Shiva Rathri

By the way, I’d be remiss if I didn’t at least MENTION the fact that the Hindu high holiday of Shiva Rathri is fast approaching – new moon is this Friday, the 7th.  Life here at the ashram is 250% of what I said before about "program time" — it’s crowded, crazy, and with a schedule packed full of activities, processes, talks and whatnot.

As is common, we long-term ashram residents have been asked to take in guests, and the rest of the rooms are pretty full up, too.  We’ve three ladies with us, all of whom are good friends.  Two we knew from before in the Santa Cruz, CA area, and one we happened to host last year and got along so well, we keep requesting her.  The apartment’s crowded but we get along very well.

Have to admit I myself am having not so much fun though.  The migraines have been hitting pretty hard of late, and I’m fairly sure that some of it’s due to stresses and some’s due to pollen & dust in the air.

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C or O?

That is, Clinton or Obama — it looks like the nomination’s still in the air, judging from the primary results of yesterday.  I’m actually really diggin’ the fact the race wasn’t decided within the first week or two.  I’m not especially digging the negative attacks and my Democratic friends falling into the "I’ll never vote for…" idiocy.

Meanwhile, the Repubs appear to have settled on Grumpy McOldguy.  Good luck to ‘em.

Thank God, St. Ralph’s completed his transformation into total has-been.  I still needle my Green friends with, "So… you still think Nobel Peace Prize-winning Al Gore would’ve been exactly the same as Der Shrubbenfuhrer?"

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A big part of my life at one time…

Gary Gygax Dies at Age 69 news from 1UP.com
The man who gave us D&D fails his final saving throw. By Mark Whiting, 03/04/2008

Gary Gygax — the godfather of the pen-and-paper RPG and the man largely responsible for giving the world a little something called Dungeons & Dragons — is dead.

According to the San Francisco Chronicle, Gygax died at his home in Lake Geneva early on Tuesday morning after struggling with health problems for several years. He was 69 years old.

For more than three decades Gary’s name was absolutely synonymous with the core DNA of the modern RPG. Even the term "roleplaying game" as we understand it today is derived directly from the early designs of Gygax and friend Dave Arneson, who co-created the original D&D First Edition rulebook back in 1974.

And as soon as 1978, I started playing this game, as it was just about the only thing that could pry my nose out of the books I read obsessively otherwise.  It turned a total teen-age social recluse into a rather more normal kid.

As the article mentions, there was controversy.  If the kids today and of 10 years ago think they caught trouble from the close-minded Christianists over Harry Potter & Hogwarts, they ain’t seen nothin’ compared to what we had to deal with when the D&D craze hit.  About as obsessively as we played D&D (and had a blast doing it), these other folks would obsessively circulate stories about kids killing themselves after their favorite game character died, or how we’d beat on each other with real swords.  Yeah right…  The reality?  There were ‘Raise Dead’ and ‘Resurrection’ spells in the game.  And if that didn’t work out, you could just create a new character.  Fact of the matter was, many of us enjoyed playing as many different and varied characters as we could imagine.

In that, D&D was gold: It encouraged imagination, creativity, and socializing.

For me, in high school, college, and even through the first five years or so of my career afterwards, that game — Dungeons & Dragons — formed the basis of my social life.  And no, most of my friends weren’t social outcasts or geeks.  Just regular kids (then later, adults) who enjoyed the complexity, imagination, and open-endedness of D&D in its many incarnations.  They became my best friends…and my adult D&D circle (which included professionals and managers) comprised a rather large part of my first marriage’s wedding party.

Early on though, when I first started, my parents (especially my father) were worried that it was some kind of weird devil-worshiping cult.  With swords and quasi-pretend magic. 

So I did the only sensible thing: Hosted a game at our house.  A couple times my parental units came in, watched for a while as the half dozen of us rolled our dice, marked down stuff on papers, constantly looked up saving throws, to-hits, and spell stats in the books, and the Dungeon Master would describe the various rooms and monsters we encountered.

Later on, I remember my father asking me, "So that’s it?  You sit around a table and roll dice, and make up stories?"

Me: "Yeah, that’s pretty much it."

Him:  "Okay.  I guess it’s all right."

It was better than all right.  Through D&D, I learned social skills and found my place in the world.  For that, I owe Mr. Gygax (and all the other creative minds behind D&D over the years) my eternal gratitude.

-Becca

p.s.  One of the main characters in my first novel was based on a D&D character from a game I created and ran for my adult friends in the late 1980s.

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Not much to say…

…just a quick "still here" post.  Been pretty tired and dragged out lately.  Could be all the meditation.

More in some future entry.

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A tragedy…

There are so many ‘crimes against humanity’ going on with the GOP and Bush Administration, yet another that sometimes gets ignored is how they are literally bankrupting the country.

Hundreds of billions of dollars… For that, we could eliminate poverty, give everyone superior healthcare, fully fund research and development of non-petro energy sources, AND have a vibrant, active space program.

Instead, it gets blown up.  And people die.

A video from AFSE:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wnq6cD5jk1Q

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